stop thinking about it
i’m totally fucking using crush cook boy for cuddles and hand holding and making myself feel nice that is fucking shitty as fuck
but i like TOLD him that i didn’t know what i wanted and that this could totally not work out at all and i’m just confused as to if i even want a relationship with him
since i told him i’m a little bit less of an ass right? i feel so guilty because i am really not feeling it and he really really is. he’s coming on super strong too taking me stargazing and texting me good morning beautiful and that is fucking great WHY DO I NOT LIKE HIM? Why am i refusing to give this a chaaaance?
And I also really feel like he’s smoking more weed for me. he used to smoke occasionally but now he’s buying us weed to smoke together and wow now as i type that out, that’s pretty fucking cute and awesome. BUT i don’t want him to feel like he has to smoke, at all. because i know he doesn’t like being high a lot but when i’m around he’s always smoking more. and i know he’s only doing it cause i’m there. that’s not somethig i want at all. smoke if YOU want. meh.
he’s really fucking awesome and he keeps telling me he’ll wait for me because i tell him i don’t know WHAT i want and i just blah so confused in the brain
‘Everyone is trying to change your view’
Bless this post.
The oldest person alive was born on April 19, 1897, meaning that April 18th, 1897 was approximately the last time the Earth was inhabited by an entirely different set of people and if you don’t think that’s the realest shit ever then you can get right on outta town.
things are cool these days.
real real cool :-)